As I stand here I feel so empty handed
Broken hearted and hopelessly stranded
All the words are building in me
Pounding under my skin and screaming to be let free
My feet are cemented to the ground
Opening my mouth, I try but cannot make a sound
I am fighting my bodies fervent urge to leave
Because moments like this make it so difficult to believe
You’re standing close enough so I can hear and see
But when I reach my hand out, you turn and flee
You draw me close enough to feel secure in your arms
Then push me away, test my trust and set off my alarms
Half my body is telling me to run away
The rest of me is fighting , saying I have to stay
I honestly hoped maybe in time you could be the one for me
Thinking maybe time would create the possibility
I drop to the ground and decide to let it all flow out
Ive been silent for so long, now I am about to shout
Its in my nature to do whatever I need to do to fix this tonight
But when I look I your eyes I see that you’re the one not willing to fight
So is it right to trust me heart or follow my head?
Do I stay in front of you or deicide to run instead?
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